lay me down. the sunset is beautiful crimson blood seeping slowly down my blinds and onto my body. my waning eyelids are shutting. shutting out. lay me down. i am exhausted of this land. this mundane routine. so tired. so i fall down with the crimson blood bathing me until all fades to black. and i may part for a few gracious hours. until again the crimson blood comes to awaken me. and i bite my lip, part my eyes, then continue. but two more months. two more months and her & i will be commencing a rejuvenating journey. visions consuming me. i am anxious and beyond ready.