i keep having this dream about a mesmerizing book. but it's in russian. the cover is off-white like a grimy pearl and the title is barely visible due to it's old age and set in a faint goldish text. i remeber that it starts with the letter "t." there would be a page of russian text on one side and an english translation on the other. and every time i read it, i cried uncontrollably. and i never get past the first two pages. when i wake i cannot remember the title or what the words were. only the overwhelming feeling that i was immersed in and how the book felt within my hands.