i know not what i've done--but the universe is writhing with some sort of vengeance against me.
i honestly do VERY little to have any sort of bad karma, and am likely one of the nicest and most patient beings you will ever meet...but it seems to no avail, i've got some sort of bad energy encompassing me.
i'll make a list of the bad things that have happened to me just within this past week:
1. i bought an 8GB flash drive because while in class my 4GB drive would not hold anymore items.
2. the next day it was no where to be found. the last place i saw it was in a purse within a purse..so i have no earthly idea as to how it could've fallen out.
3. directly after buying the drive i put ALL of my school projects on it--and they were not saved to any computer..just the drive. thus, loosing all of my projects (which were nearly complete, i might add).
4. i accidentally sent that awful text to my boss (basically, don't know what else i would call her). see one of the below posts if you were wondering what the text entailed.
5. i had to buy yet another 8GB flash drive and restart all of my projects.
6. my roll of film for photography class vanished.
7. i thought i found it, so i drove ALL the way up to the lab after working all day and went through the ENTIRE developing process. when i took it out of the developing tank...absolutely nothing was on the negatives.
8. now i have to go re-shoot everything again and i don't have any time to do so. have no idea how i'll manage this. because i still have to process/print EVERYTHING..again.
9. ALL of my freaking projects are due on the exact same day.
10. which is soon. very, very soon.
11. i got punched a painful three times today at work by a mentally challenged adolescent. i was nice the entire time. but it hurt dreadfully. all her father said was "Kelly!" then turns to me and says "sorry." and i said "it's okay" and proceeded to laugh uneasily. not knowing what to do in such a situation. she kept calling me her mommy and sobbing then charging at me..often accompanied by a punch.

this list is seemingly never-ending, though i can't continue because you don't care and i am now going to have to pull an all nighter in attempts to get everything done.
want to kill myself.


what did i do, cosmos?
i worship you.
and this is what i get in return?
that's not very kind.